a confession of sorts

yes, i confess, my blog has been virtually non-existant lately. after being let go from my job, yet being kept on for another 4 weeks in order to gain some additional pay (as apparently severance wasn't on their to-do list) and finish up some "projects," i haven't been in a blogging mood. so i cooked. or baked. or slept. or watched the amazing return of alias and michael vartan *sigh*. or a's games. or yelled at comcast when we didn't get the a's games. or stalked our down-the-street neighbor's small puppy, appropriately named tofu. but i promise you, the old becca you know and love (or don't) will be back soon.